Friday, December 14, 2012

Pressure

もしもし?Kariちゃん、今どこ?[Hello? Kari-chan, where are you now?]

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I'm still here, at the bedroom, trying to look for an effective diet plan for me. Let's see, I have cosplay photo shoot for January and May and a drama play in 2 weeks... and was required to lose at least 3 kilos of weight or lose a lot of centimeters on my waist, stomach and thighs since they told me this: I look hideous. Like seriously. Hideous because of the acne on my face (already worked that out) and that I am fat. Too fat for a 4"11 teen. It hurt, but gave me the motivation to start this whole diet program thing. And to think, it's not only those that pressures me, but also my family, especially my parents. They see me eat a few, they scold me but after dinner, they scold me too because I'm already fat. As if they we're saying that my body is worse than my body when I arrived in Italia.

Seriously, it hurt. It really hurt.

Although losing 10 kilos in 90 days might be a huge pain but I think I can get used to it, right?

To be honest, I hate what I have become now, because it pressures me a lot. *sigh*

I guess I should continue my research on the diet program. Good night!!!

Love lots
Kari

1 comment:

  1. Well that's certainly rude of any of them >.> Seems like, in that case, the role in May isn't meant for you. Then again, more scalding would await if you were to drop out of the production. You look fine to me, by the way, but that surely wouldn't matter, now would it? ;)

    I've seen all kinds of ways to diet, from TV to websites (but said websites wouldn't be the advised thing to do, personally). Taking it from me - a true fatass ;) - I'd search up "exercises" (preferably waist, stomach, and maybe leg exercises), "healthy foods" (obvious), and "healthy snacks" (for when you need a quick bite)...hm, TV made it seem like there was more to do...*flails* w.e.

    But if they're willing to tell you that you're fat, they better damn-well be ready to help you out in shedding those kilos~

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